First day of School.

The first day of school was amazing for our kids. They all three had in classroom that day. When they got home they had an extra energy about them. It was amazing to see the light that had gotten lit inside of them by going back to the classroom. Everyone talked about the day they had then did their homework before asking to play. They even got bags packed and things laid out for the next day before they went and played. This is not the norm in our house. We usually let them come home and play outside to enjoy the nice weather while they still can then come in early to do homework and get ready for the day. Even though my two older kids had virtual learning the next three days they were looking forward to getting back to the classroom the next week. 

Fast forward to Sunday afternoon and everything changed. The two older kids made it through distance learning but it wasn't the same as in classroom. It was hard for them to engage or participate in a classroom environment online. When they got the news that they were moving to 100% virtual learning for the next two weeks they were really disappointed. My middleschooler said he was going to fail all his classes now. He really wants in person class. He's a very bright guy who does well in school but he thrives in the classroom. Its not the same at home. He has two parents that work from home during these times but its still hard for him and us to ensure he gets the help he needs for school. My 9th grader....well she hasn't told me she's struggling at all but she is missing the social aspect of school and the experiancd of being a freshman. Our kids are dealing with COVID and a school remodle which are changing their school experiences and making it odd. I didnt expect full normal with everything going on but when I saw the kids so upset they could no longer be in the classroom it breaks my heart. Too much change and removing the way they work best. We knew it was a matter of time when numbers would go up...but 1 day in the classroom? Its heartbreaking. 

I am keeping my fingers crossed that this only lasts two weeks....but it was around 6 months ago we were all told it will just be two weeks to flaten the curve. I am dissatisfied with the mental aspects that this flatten the curve has caused everyone, but when it affects the mental wellbeing of my kids its just got to stop. I am sure you as parents are going through the same struggles as we are. How do we keep our families safe while still allowing them to live a healthy life filled with experiences to grow their heart, mind, and souls. We cannot keep them in a bubble their entire lives. It is the experiences that make us who we are and teach us the most. There is no right answer on how we get through these times....I want you to know everyone struggles to do the right thing and I am here for you. If you need to talk, vent, cry, laugh or just sit together to not be alone please reach out. ❤